I have been on a rage for about 3 weeks now trying to deal with shit the best way I can. Last night I went home, got a big dinner (lost way too much weight), watched football and slept. I slept hard all night without waking up. Wow what a difference that makes. I am awake and not all panicky and shit. Yesterday when I was riding to work I thought that every car was going to hit me. Usually I am very alert but with sleep deprivation, lack of food and a little hung over ever car was sneaking up on me.