Weird Weekend Monday, Dec 13 2004
Uncategorized 2:27 pm
I had a very weird weekend. Poor Lala worked Friday night after being awake for over 30 hours sooooooo needless to say we did not do anything after she got off of work. We spent a very calm morning at out local cafe’ and relaxed till about 1. We went to the open galleries and we fixed both of our bikes. Now this is where it gets weird. I went to a FOP Christmas party and it was scary. Police officers partying down and extending their egos as much as possible. I felt very uncomfortable. I went with my sister and afterwords we went to a lame-ass club in cov. It was awefull and it made me remember why I moved to NOLA. Every conversation I heard was about material items or gossip about other people. I was trapped and freaking out. I was so out of place. I guess that can be considered a good thing. The good part of the evening was watching my sister get down. She can dance to anything and never mess up. Her and her partner where unstoppable. It was awesome. I woke up nice and early and finally got back to NOLA. I wanted to kiss the ground. I spent the afternoon with Lara catchin up on missed time. Last night I got tons of chores and work done.
Alcohol adventure update: It has been over three weeks and this has been the toughest week yet. I believe that this is where I would normally crack. I didnt and that is because I have a different mind set. I have been feeling anxious and uneasy. I want to go out and be social but I I dont want to put myself in any bad situations. So I either stay at home or go get coffe somewhere. I need an atmosphere that has more to offer. I am going to search downtown till I find something that is fun without the booze. I am also creating a post New Year game plan to make sure I stay on target and focused.