Well I went to painting class after missing 2 weeks and realized that when I went in I had as much done as everyone else. I had a stretched canvas and all of my materials ready and I started slow. I am not used to painting with oil so it took a little getting used to. I have a cheap canvas at home that I will work with tonight to get a feel for oil. I am also continue my work with thinking particles. It is getting easier. I felt a little weird at school today but I am not going to let it bother me. I am there to learn and thats it. Well I am going to go and pick up my shoes and ehad home.