Well it has been about a year since the Christine/Sonny marriage agreement. So much has changed since then it is hard for me to remember what those days were like. It has been long enough that the sour taste in my mouth has faded. So I will reflect on only the positive aspects of the past year. I will keep the memories clear of the bad and only with the good.
I am stronger and wiser person after the changes that have taken place. I know how to recognize the difference between love and admiration. I also learned how to allow myself to be loved and how to appreciate it. I learned how to accept the wrong doings that I have done even if I was not the sole cause. I learned how to trust someone with everything and allow myself to put the past in the past. I learned how to follow my dreams. It took me losing sight of my dreams to now understand how important they are. I learned how to communicate my feelings with others better than I ever have. Most of all I learned how to forgive others and myself.
This was a year filled with horrible events that turned out to be some of the best outcomes of my life. It is strange how these things seem to work themselves out.